Into Crisis (Old Post)

I think I’m moving towards crisis again. My stress levels are unmanageable, my skin is breaking out and I’m not sleeping despite being tired as fuck.

Every time I look at social media, all I see are friends having a good time without me. I want to believe it’s not real but my mind is fucking with me again.

I feel so alone. And what do I want to do? Distance myself from everyone. I want a dark hole (fully furnished with a gym of course) where I can focus on getting healthy, eating clean and getting shredded.

I think it’s time I spoke to the doctor again.


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