I think I’m moving towards crisis again. My stress levels are unmanageable, my skin is breaking out and I’m not sleeping despite being tired as fuck.
Every time I look at social media, all I see are friends having a good time without me. I want to believe it’s not real but my mind is fucking with me again.
I feel so alone. And what do I want to do? Distance myself from everyone. I want a dark hole (fully furnished with a gym of course) where I can focus on getting healthy, eating clean and getting shredded.
I think it’s time I spoke to the doctor again.